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Not So Pretty

by Ally Evenson

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1.
i'm not so pretty i'm not so clean if only you could read what’s written in between me and holding flowers won’t make me look pure and writing all these songs about it isn’t a cure but who says what’s good who says I can’t when I know I should don’t show me mercy no, not this time and don’t you read into my words i’m fine, I’m fine but who says what’s right and who tells us how we should suffer through life i'm so sick from you and I wish that I could feel just like I used to i'm not so happy and I’m so tired of trying to fill the hole I carved myself with lies all lies but when will it end and how will I call myself friend again?
2.
why don’t you call me anymore? i just want to hear you, say “I love you” once more and it’s a shame how we ended up this way but it feels so good to see you walk away from me from me i can’t feel you anymore like words in the sand washed away by the shore but who’s to blame for us ending up this way and out of my sight you slowly melt away from me and I remember and I remember the night he walked me home you exited the picture and his reassurance makes me believe that he is better why don’t you call me anymore?
3.
Burning Room 03:36
my god, theres a pain in my head and it grows stronger with each word I’ve never said and I’m cursing all the pages I set fire to maybe when you find the ashes it will mean something to you if I heard you speak my name or a word that even vaguely sounds the same i’d forget about the mess you made and clean up after you and I’d tell you that you’re beautiful and how much I love you ‘cause you’re the only voice worth hearing anymore and you’re the only thing that’s keeping me from hitting the floor but if you can’t find a reason, please don’t stay i think I’ll lie in this burning room a while with everything I should’ve said holding on to every page that I set fire to does that mean something to you? you’re the only thing that’s keeping me from hitting the floor but if you can’t find a reason, please don’t stay
4.
birds, are people watching some are singing and some are smiling look up, even when the sky is crying over the clouds the sky is always trying sipping coffee with the cat sometimes the little things that please me, take it easy ahh more of a happiness less of a funny mess I never thought I could but I did and it’s good got myself off the fence last night I dreamt in french un oiseau bleu s’est posé dans ma main avec ta voix il chanta le refrain and he sang ahh more of a happiness less of a funny mess I never thought I could but I did and it’s good that's love I guess two birds in a nest that’s love I guess that way's best more of a happiness less of a funny mess i never thought I would but I did and it’s good
5.
Too Late 04:22
when I’m sorry isn’t enough, what will there be? will I fall through the cracks between you and me? and if I fall, would you catch me or would you let it kill me? and my psychic told me I have to change my ways and she mentioned something else about expecting delays if I don’t change, will you grow to hate the sound of my name? will I, will I ever be enough? with all of my ways of screwing up if you fix me now it won’t be too late so please don’t say it’s too late when you’re tired of me, will you let me go? or will your big stupid heart refuse to tell me no. will you turn cold, and will the feeling of me start to just feel old? will I, will I ever be enough? with all of my ways of screwing up if you fix me now it won’t be too late please don’t say it’s too late is it too late? am I too late? why did I wait?

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released April 17, 2020

lead vox- ally evenson
bgv's- ally evenson, elise mccoy
guitars- noah kirrkamm, ally evenson, elise mccoy
bass- austin mokrenski
keys- bailey scott
drums- duane hewins

production- elise mccoy (and ally evenson)
mixing/engineering- elise mccoy

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